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07 November

square root of three

I fear that I will always be a lonely number like root three
A three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic
I know I’ll never see the sun,
as 1.7321
Such is my reality,
a sad irrationality
When hark,
What is this I see,
Another square root of three
Has quietly come waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
And form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed
 
 
hahaha... 突然想到在某电影里看到的这个段子。。。太搞了。。。
周末了。。。大家都乐一乐。。。嘿嘿
16 September

一直说晚安

昨天一上线 就看到邮箱提示有两封邮件 一封来自母亲 另一封来自父亲。鼻子顿时一酸。
每次和父母聊天的时候,要么是我的晚上,要么是他们的晚上。结束对话的最后一句话总是晚安。或许是因为第一次和父母见面 就是若干年前的这个晚上吧。冥冥中注定好的。
 
还有很多话想说 但是由于时间太仓促 在此作罢。
 
有无数个原因促成了我在大洋彼岸生活。只希望内心深处那个最重要的原因 是个正确的决定。
 
 
 
19 August

statistics rocks

 
For Today’s Graduate, Just One Word: Statistics
 
blah blah blah...
 

“I keep saying that the sexy job in the next 10 years will be statisticians,” said Hal Varian, chief economist at Google. “And I’m not kidding.”

hia hia hia...

 

filthy side of flip flops

 
long gross scientific fact of my favorite daily footwear ....
 
hmmm....to wear or not to wear, that is a question.
17 June

Harold and Kumar

Harold and Kumar 是两个在美国的二代亚洲移民。 Harold作为典型的东亚裔代表,是个banker; Kumar 是印度裔,正在准备医学院的面试; 然而他们又是典型的美国年轻人。
 
虽然不管是Harold and Kumar go to white castle 还是 Harold and kumar escape from guantanamo bay 里面都有把我恶心到不行而且导演竟然不作任何马赛克处理的镜头, 再除去片中亚洲人的stereotype,总的来说还是两部不错的电影。但其实所谓stereotype, 是否可以理解为一代移民们历尽千辛万苦千里迢迢跑去了美国, 他们都希望自己的子女可以 carry on their legacy. 这种legacy, 以及外来的文化就变成了美国人眼中的stereotype, 甚至是universal stereotype. 就像以前和别人讨论过的, 基本上从一家人日常的伙食里就可以判断出他们是哪国人一样, 如果吃的是饺子, 那么是中国人; taco, 墨西哥人; anything that can fill up their stomach, 美国人... lol
 
昨天刚看完第二部, escape from guantanamo bay.里面恶搞了美国前总统小布什,不过电影拍摄的时候他还不是前总统, 讽刺之余, "小布什"的几句话是颇为经典。
Harold:  "but , to be honest, after all this shit we 've been through, i dont know if i could trust the government anymore."
 
Bush:  "trust a government?  hey, i m in the government. i dont trust it. you know what, we dont have to believe in our government to be a good American. you just have to believe in your country."
16 April

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《合肥一中今年告别三孝口 原址成六中西区》  
       2009年03月24日08时05分   来源: 安徽商报
         随着合肥一中老校址最后一届高三毕业生夏季高考结束,合肥一中教学区将全部搬到滨湖校区,该校在三孝口的老校址,将变成“六中西区”。目前,两校已在积极准备移交工作。
 
 
当我再次跨上我的单车  穿过A型大门 是否还能找到我当年常用的停车位。。。唉。。。
 
 
ps,好久不来。。。连我最爱的分割线都找不到了。。。 :(

后记:
上周和一个同学出来叙旧  地点理所当然的选在了一种门口
记忆中的新教学楼 已经破败不堪 原先的高三3班变成了教师办公室 只有操场还是散发着一股橡胶的味道
还有念书时几乎从未去过的八楼  有一道"亮丽"的风景线  lol
15 September

Lehman Files for Bankruptcy, Merrill Sold, AIG Seeks Cash

OMG OMG ...OMG...
 
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quote from WSJ
 
Lehman filed for bankruptcy and Merrill Lynch sold itself to Bank of America on a day in which the U.S. financial system was shaken to its core. The federal government's refusal to provide support to potential Lehman buyers prompted Barclays and Bank of America to walk away from talks.
 
 

NEW YORK -- The American financial system was shaken to its core on Sunday. Lehman Brothers Holdings Inc. filed for bankruptcy protection, and Merrill Lynch & Co. agreed to be sold to Bank of America Corp.

The U.S. government, which bailed out Fannie Mae and Freddie Mac a week ago and orchestrated the sale of Bear Stearns Cos. to J.P. Morgan Chase & Co. in March, played much tougher with Lehman. It refused to provide a financial backstop to potential buyers. Without such support, Barclays PLC and Bank of America, the two most interested buyers, walked away. Barclays said Monday it pulled out of the potential deal after deciding it wasn't in the best interest of shareholders.

Early Monday morning, Lehman filed for protection under Chapter 11 of the U.S. Bankruptcy Code with the United States Bankruptcy Court for the Southern District of New York. Lehman said none of the broker-dealer subsidiaries or other subsidiaries of LBHI will be included in the Chapter 11 filing and all of the broker-dealers will continue to operate. Customers of Lehman Brothers, including customers of its wholly owned subsidiary, Neuberger Berman Holdings LLC, may continue to trade or take other actions with respect to their accounts, Lehman said.

On Sunday night, Bank of America struck an all-stock deal to buy Merrill Lynch for $29 a share, or $50 billion. (See related article.)

Bank of America Chief Executive Ken Lewis said on Monday that he felt "no pressure" from federal government regulators to sign a deal to acquire Merrill Lynch.

Merrill Chief Executive John Thain said he began to look for an acquisition partner for Merrill after exploring "the implications for a Lehman bankruptcy."

Though the Federal Reserve steered clear of a bailout, it is expected to take new steps to stabilize the broader financial system. These steps, expected to be temporary, would make it easier for banks and securities firms to borrow from the central bank by using a wider range of collateral. Bankers say these financial institutions might need short-term funds as they unwind their many trading positions with Lehman. (See related article.)

The Lehman board authorized the filing of the Chapter 11 petition in order to protect its assets and maximize value, the firm said. In conjunction with the filing, Lehman intends to file a variety of first-day motions that will allow it to continue to manage operations in the ordinary course. Those motions include requests to make wage and salary payments and continue other benefits to its employees.

However, employees at the Lehman units that filed for insolvency in the U.K. may not be paid, said Tony Lomas, a partner at PricewaterhouseCoopers assigned to help manage the proceedings for four Lehman companies there. The four companies in administration are: Lehman Bros International Europe, Lehman Brothers Ltd, Lehman Brothers Holdings plc and Lehman Brothers UK R.E., which holds real estate assets, he said.

Not in administration and continuing to function are Lehman Brothers Europe and Lehman Brothers Asset Management, Mr. Lomas told a news briefing Monday. There are dozens of PricewaterhouseCoopers people inside the Lehman building on Canary Wharf trying to come to grips with the company's affairs, he said.

"When we were appointed this morning, quite bluntly there was no cash because of the group treasury function," Mr. Lomas said, adding that his team would tell employees as soon as possible "whether or not there are funds enough to pay." Mr. Lomas said "a couple of dozen" of Lehman employees in London have been told definitely that they no longer have jobs. The rest should know by Wednesday, he said. The Lehman insolvency will be "larger and more complex" than similar proceedings for Enron and MG Rover, Mr. Lomas said.

Lehman said it is exploring the sale of its broker-dealer operations and, as previously announced, is in advanced discussions with a number of potential purchasers to sell its Investment Management Division. Lehman said it intends to pursue those discussions as well as a number of other strategic alternatives. Neuberger Berman LLC and Lehman Brothers Asset Management will continue to conduct business as usual and will not be subject to the bankruptcy case of the parent company, and its portfolio management, research and operating functions remain intact. In addition, fully paid securities of customers of Neuberger Berman are segregated from the assets of Lehman Brothers and aren't subject to the claims of Lehman Brothers Holdings' creditors, Lehman said.

The damage on Wall Street is the latest consequence of a storm that began last year with the sharp decline in American housing prices and losses on loans and other assets tied to home values. Massive capital infusions have failed to stem write-offs and losses, and financial firms are running out of options to escape the damage.

Regulators and others were preparing for a hectic Monday. The New York Stock Exchange prepared contingency plans over the weekend to reassign the approximately 200 blue-chip stocks that Lehman's specialist unit trades, according to people familiar with the matter. If Lehman is forced into liquidation, the exchange will likely transfer the stocks to one or more of the remaining specialist firms, most likely using the same technology and staff that currently trade the stocks.

Dozens of Wall Street desks have trades with Lehman. As word spread that the Barclays deal was falling apart, worries that the company could be thrown into bankruptcy mounted, and traders labored to get out of those contracts.

At approximately 2:30 p.m., government officials hosted a call, and a trading session was opened to ease fears. One trader said it was agreed that other brokers would pick up contracts that trading desks have with Lehman. If Lehman does open on Monday, the deals struck on Sunday, often at a worse price, would be void. "It is utter chaos here," the trader said.

At many Wall Street firms, traders of credit-default swaps -- contracts that act as insurance against debt defaults -- were told to come to work immediately. Concerned investors were rushing to buy swaps tied to other brokerages and corporations, sending the cost of protection on investment banks such as Goldman Sachs and others sharply higher.

In a statement Sunday, the International Swaps and Derivatives Association, a trade group whose members include many large dealers, said a "netting trading session" took place between 2 p.m. and 6 p.m. on Sunday. The idea was to allow firms to try to unwind their derivatives transactions with Lehman by finding other parties to step into Lehman's shoes.

"The purpose of this session is to reduce risk associated with a potential Lehman Brothers Holdings Inc. bankruptcy filing," it said. It added that trades conducted during this period "are contingent on a bankruptcy filing on or before 11:59 p.m. New York time" on Sunday. If no filing takes place, the trades will be canceled, ISDA said.

Some traders said it was difficult to find new counterparties for many of their outstanding trades with Lehman. The snags included different terms and maturity dates on derivatives contracts, and market prices changed rapidly Sunday afternoon. "People were screaming at each other over the phone, asking: How can this work?" one trader said.

William Gross, chief investment officer at bond-fund giant Pacific Investment Management Co., said very few Lehman trades were offset. "There's an immediate risk related to the unwind of these positions," he said.

Many Wall Street firms concluded that a liquidation of Lehman's assets likely would proceed in an orderly fashion, people familiar with the situation said. That means other firms could quickly buy real estate, securities and other investments, preventing the assets from flooding the market. Because of that, these people said, some participants in the New York Fed talks decided that liquidation was no worse an option than selling Lehman to a buyer such as Barclays.

"There will be an orderly wind down," said one banker involved in the matter. "This was the default option. It happens when you have no buyer."

The outside firms decided that instead of making guarantees for Barclays or some other purchaser of Lehman, they would prefer to pool their resources and buy the assets themselves, taking on the risks and carrying costs, along with the possibility of profiting down the road.

Those firms would likely then buy assets such as mortgage-backed securities, leveraged loans, private-equity positions and investments in real estate or hedge funds.

Roger Freeman, a nine-year Lehman employee who analyzes brokerage firms, spent the weekend gathering cellphone numbers and email addresses from colleagues who also are likely to lose their jobs. He plans to clean out his desk Monday morning. "We worked long hours here, we've made some of our best friends here. We're suddenly being ripped apart," he said. "It's just unbelievable."

12 August

Difference Horoscope

haha... i just loooove science talk...
 
the first ever Horoscope published in scientific american (page 43)
 
Quote:
"Sagittarius: you will go on a long journey when you become a highly trained astronaut and travel to the international space station to fix the toliet. "
 
More are available in the column Looking for the sign , the Anti-gravity column in the August issue.  Haha Haha...>_<
01 June

June 1st, 2008

To the Oasis,

     the Eagles,

     the Nirvana,

     the Radiohead,

     the John Lennon,

     the Guns and Roses  ...

To the Converse...

To the Harry Potter...

To the fourteen years we've spent together...

Toast...

14 April

For Procrastinators

很多地方跟我自行分析的不谋而合...咳咳~~
心理分析其实满有意思的...
看完以后不要再给拖拉找借口了...
 

The Big Dilly-Dally ---from NYtimes
 
THERE are many reasons to read this, so it would be wrong to assume you are simply avoiding doing something else, something more productive like, say, writing a 20-page paper or studying for an exam.
 
If you are in college, however, there's a good chance you are now or soon will be avoiding an assignment. If that's the case, right about now you might be starting to feel a familiar sinking sensation in the pit of your stomach. Call it guilt, call it the seeds of panic; that nasty, clammy feeling is actually your friend, because it will eventually motivate you to stop dawdling with the newspaper.
The question is how soon.
 
If, like Shannon Rothan, you have four papers and four exams in the same week, one hopes you are not still here in Paragraph 4, instead of responding to the queasy feeling by rummaging for those Shakespeare notes you misplaced last month.
But if you are, take hope from Ms. Rothan's story. A junior at Ohio State University, she describes herself as being a “big procrastinator.” Make that a reformed procrastinator.
 
“With so many papers and so many tests, I used to have so much weight on my shoulders, I would be so stressed out, I would be getting sick, not eating right, not sleeping, not having time to breathe,” Ms. Rothan said in an interview during a recent finals week. “But instead, I got eight hours of sleep last night. I'm going to the grocery store this afternoon. And I don't feel like biting anyone's head off.”
What changed Ms. Rothan's outlook? She asked herself the questions below.
 
1. Slacker, Staller, Shilly-Shallyer. This You?
 
Most of us procrastinate at one time or another, because it's hard to get started. Notice, for example, how you're 27 words into reading answer No. 1 and I still haven’t started to answer the question. My dawdling is a classic example of academic procrastination — the behavior that 75 percent of students engage in, according to Joseph R. Ferrari, a psychology professor at DePaul University in Chicago who has spent years studying procrastination. Avoiding a specific, looming assignment, though, is not necessarily a symptom of chronic procrastination. The good news is that the chronic procrastinator, the person who postpones everything in life (shows up late to work, makes great excuses for belated birthday cards, blows deadlines large and small) has a bigger problem than the academic procrastinator, whose main problem is getting started on assignments or studying ahead of time for tests. “A chronic procrastinator? That's a lifestyle,” says Dr. Ferrari. “But an academic procrastinator is situation specific. It's easier to deal with.”
 
Academic procrastinators race to class with uncombed hair, clutching a 20-page paper still warm from the printer. Or worse, they miss the deadline and bring nothing to class but an excuse, says Dr. Ferrari, co-editor of “Procrastination and Task Avoidance: Theory, Research and Treatment.”
 
How big a problem is your tendency toward academic procrastination? Measure it at all.successcenter.ohio-state.edu/quizzes.asp. Developed by Bruce W. Tuckman, a professor of education at Ohio State, the quiz is called “That's Me, That's Not Me.” Answering the 20 questions helps Dr. Tuckman's students assess their inclination to procrastinate. For instance, the quiz asks students to consider the accuracy of statements like “I wish I could find an easy way to get myself moving” and “I look for a loophole or shortcut to get through a tough task.” The more you recognize yourself in statements like these, the more likely you are to be a classic academic procrastinator.
 
2. So What? You Get It All Done in the End.
 
“The No. 1 rationalization procrastinators use is, ‘I work better under pressure,’ and we teach them that there's one word that’s not right in that statement, and it's ‘better,’ ” Dr. Tuckman says. “It's not that you work better, it's that you work only under pressure.” In other words, you can pass all your classes with better grades. “To motivate yourself to do this, you need to create the feeling of pressure that motivates you earlier in the process, not the night before the paper is due,” he says.
 
3. So What's Causing You to Postpone Working?
 
Probably it's one of two things. Dr. Ferrari’s research shows there are two basic types of habitual procrastinators, which he describes as “arousal” and “avoidant” procrastinators. Arousal procrastinators are thrill seekers, who get a rush from leaving something until the very last minute and then working like a whirlwind to complete the task. Avoidant procrastinators are insecure; they shirk because they fear failure. Other researchers see similar patterns. “One of the main reasons for procrastination is self-doubt,” says Kelly H. Ahuna, who oversees the “Methods of Inquiry” course at the University of Buffalo’s Graduate School of Education.
 
4. What's the Cure?

Courses like Dr. Ahuna's, which teach critical thinking and give students the skills to tackle assignments and juggle academic responsibilities, are becoming widely available at campus learning centers. In Dr. Tuckman's class at Ohio State, “Individual Learning and Motivation: Strategies for Success in College,” you can learn concrete strategies for motivating yourself.
 
“Some students don't believe they can do it,” Dr. Ahuna says. “And some students don't value what they're doing. Very often they are in the wrong major. We identify and work on those factors, almost like a checklist. If you find you can't bring yourself to open the textbook, what is the problem? Do you not see the worth in that course? Should you be changing your major?”
Both Dr. Ahuna and Dr. Tuckman compare students’ grade point averages before and after taking a study skills course. “And the course works,” Dr. Tuckman says. “When we match their G.P.A.’s from the term in which they took the course against their prior academics, G.P.A.’s improve.”
 
Why? Because in classes that teach study habits, students learn to “forget the forest and instead look at each tree,” Dr. Ferrari says. “When you see a whole big project, you think, ‘Oh, my God, it's not due for 15 weeks, so I'll think about that tomorrow.’ Instead, no, everything can be broken down. Let's just cut down one tree at a time.”
 
5. O.K., But How Exactly?
 
Ms. Rothan took Dr. Tuckman’s course when she was a sophomore at Ohio State. There she learned that when she gets an assignment, she must make an immediate plan for how to tackle it. “I make a to-do list every day,” she says. “I know what's coming. A few weeks before a 20-page paper is due, I write in my planner, ‘Make an outline,’ because that's nice and easy. I do it and I'm done.” On the next day, she tells herself to “Write intro.” The next day, “Write conclusion.”
 
The key, researchers agree, is to break down assignments into small, manageable increments that require no more than an hour of work on any given day.
 
“The idea is to specifically identify the tasks,” Dr. Ahuna says. For instance, instead of telling yourself to “study for an hour,” assign yourself specific, quantifiable tasks, along the lines of “Read Chapters 1 to 4.”
 
6. Fine, But What If These Techniques Don't Work?
 
For one in five students, they won't, Dr. Ferrari warns. “They're chronic procrastinators, not just academic procrastinators. To say to a chronic procrastinator to ‘just do it’ is like saying to a clinically depressed person ‘just cheer up.’ ” In these cases, recognize your limits. Confide in your parents and seek professional counseling.
 
“But, parents, don't do the work for them,” Dr. Ferrari says. "Always be supportive, but my Italian grandmother had an expression: 'Some people will not get off the beach until the water hits their behind.’ Sometimes a kid has to learn there are consequences, so we've got to let the water hit their behinds.”

 
 

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